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My knowing is not sufficient. I have to have skills to operate for which knowing has been given to me. ONE ( GOD) WANTS SOME CHANGES THROUGH ME.

I DO NOT HAVE SUFFICIENT SKILLS AND HENCE THE WAY IS NOT FULLY CLEAR

So if you don't know, how are you sure that what wants changes through you is ONE? Could it not be some other god or perhaps even and angel or something else?

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I have decided that though I am hindu by birth but by nature I am buddhist. This makes me natural buddhist. There is a famous Lotus sutra quote that "ALL ;BUDDHAS PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE  ABIDE IN EM

Thank you for your post. Very interesting concept on the Pratyakabudda. Is that description somewhere specifically in the Lotus sutra? Also, how does one develop the Nirmankaya individually? Are not a

What I write below in answer to your question is not written anywhere and not even in lotus sutra. So one may or may not accept it. Nirmankaya is development of various skills in the body to the level

 

So if you don't know, how are you sure that what wants changes through you is ONE? Could it not be some other god or perhaps even and angel or something else?

As we go along you will become sure that Lotus sutra thro Buddha and Nirvan can only be the property of ONE,

And I have the Lotus sutra

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1. 23 years back every night I will receive some information in meditation.

When you say you received information, was it given to you in a message or vision?

Have you gathered any pieces to the puzzle yourself (i.e. not something given to you)?

Have you experienced any of the parts of reality that have no form (matter or energy)?

Have you perceived any of the parts of reality that lack consciousness?

 

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1. 23 years back every night I will receive some information in meditation.

When you say you received information, was it given to you in a message or vision?

It was a vision and I would take the message out of it.

Have you gathered any pieces to the puzzle yourself (i.e. not something given to you)?

Yes , I gathered many pieces of my own with the study of Lotus sutra.  I came to know of the book on

lotus sutra many years later after the visions

Have you experienced any of the parts of reality that have no form (matter or energy)?

Yes , I see my cosmic bodies every day in meditation and now sometimes even I am dealing with others?

Have you perceived any of the parts of reality that lack consciousness?

No . if I understand the question correctly

 

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When you say you received information, was it given to you in a message or vision?

It was a vision and I would take the message out of it.

Have you gathered any pieces to the puzzle yourself (i.e. not something given to you)?

Yes , I gathered many pieces of my own with the study of Lotus sutra.  I came to know of the book on

lotus sutra many years later after the visions

Have you experienced any of the parts of reality that have no form (matter or energy)?

Yes , I see my cosmic bodies every day in meditation and now sometimes even I am dealing with others?

Have you perceived any of the parts of reality that lack consciousness?

No . if I understand the question correctly

Have you gathered any pieces of the puzzle that did not come from these visions of many years ago or from some written material or from Lotus sutra?

Are you aware there are regions of reality where there can be no consciousness? If you were to somehow travel there, your consciousness would cease until you came 'back'. Not even a God can be conscious there.

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Have you gathered any pieces of the puzzle that did not come from these visions of many years ago or from some written material or from Lotus sutra?

I  may or may not have. This is a long drawn process involving many years..It is difficult to answer this question.

Are you aware there are regions of reality where there can be no consciousness? If you were to somehow travel there, your consciousness would cease until you came 'back'. Not even a God can be conscious there.

Are there such regions. I do not know. Sometimes I wonder about deep sleep . I also wait for many answers  as I know that my growth process is not complete.Logically there should be such regionsNothing should be beyond the range of ONE, but the range of Buddhahood is growing and there will be regions beyond Buddhahood

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Are you aware there are regions of reality where there can be no consciousness? If you were to somehow travel there, your consciousness would cease until you came 'back'. Not even a God can be conscious there.

Are there such regions. I do not know. Sometimes I wonder about deep sleep . I also wait for many answers  as I know that my growth process is not complete.Logically there should be such regionsNothing should be beyond the range of ONE, but the range of Buddhahood is growing and there will be regions beyond Buddhahood

That has already happened... :)

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ALONE.

I have come to understand that all my personal experiences are only mine.  They cannot be shared as there is no language for these experiences. This does not mean that I am not going thro any new experiences . Instead speed of new experiences has increased. So I also close this thread . 

I am putting up an effort to write like any normal person on other threads and be in contact with this forum.

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On October 6, 2015 at 9:38 PM, riju said:

 

I understand how you feel, but in many ways I would disagree. I think it is possible to share such experiences with those who have had similar experiences. You may say apple when I say orange, but we both know what a fruit is like. :)

Love :) 

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ONE had a desire to create.

 

This ONE created a raw material  which we have named as DAO/ EMPTINESS.

At the start he was ignorant and while creating this ONE learnt a lot.

During this process of learning he created NIRVAN at higest plane  AND TREASURE TOWER BUDDHA at lowest plane.

 

This raw material breaks and the broken parts churn.

This churning creates various planes of EXISTENCE.

The byproduct of existence is emotions, desires, wisdoms on each plane.

Emotions like love, hate, anger etc and their combinations fade away after giving their fruit and are useless for ONE.

Desires also fade away except only one desire of CREATING

ONE stores this one desire of creating into EGO  of BUDDHA.. 

ONE stores all CREATIONS from this churning of EXISTENCE into Nirmankaya.

ONE  stores all the wisdoms in to Dharamkaya.

ONE  stores all the records of  SHARING of creations and wisdoms into Sambbhogkaya collected by small egos during their existence.

 

All different BUDDHAS merge into NIRVAN.

All different KAYAS are merged together into TREASURE TOWER BUDDHA

 

THIS ONE  started with a desire of CREATING and was ignorant.

While creating he stores his experiences and learning into NIRVAN AND TREASURE TOWER BUDDHA.

 

NIRVAN AND TREASURE TOWER BUDDHA  are used by ONE to       EXTEND THE CREATION.

 

We human beings who follow this path of ONE get  expanded and the remaining humans shrink and fade away.

We all are also developing our EGOS (buddhas} and KAYAS in this process and GROW.

If we neglect and live in unnecessary desires and emotions and as a result shrink and fade away.

 

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My experience has been different and summed up well here in the Tao Te Ching...

CHAPTER 42  

The Dao begot one, one gave birth and then there was two.  

Two begot three. And so the Ten Thousand Things were formed.  

The Ten Thousand Things each contain Yin and Yang.  

They are in harmony by having both of these forces.  

From this, the forces are divided still; for the Male has more Yang and the Female has more Yin.  

So they are different. By coming together, they beget another life.

So the Ten Thousand Things depend on these forces.  

When the forces are upset and out of balance, so the Earth and the Ten Thousand Things will suffer.

 Know the balance and all will be well. 

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My personal experience of last two months is MIND BOGGLING.

I have been hesitating writing about it. Because it may not be of any use to anyone now or later. It is extremely  unbelievable for others, but for me it is absolutely TRUTHFUL and POSSIBLE. and will have wonderful consequences for the future universe. 

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  • There are two sides to this experience. One side is visible to my immediate family who live with me. I will describe this first.
  • Second side is metaphysical . I only know about it. I have abstained from talking about this side as it is beyond anyone's understanding.

Since last two years I was having walking trouble. I would become breathless. Also I had severe stomach pain which needed hospitalization. Doctors diagnoised first trouble due to weak heart and second trouble to gall bladder stones. They prescribed medicines. Against their advice i rejected 90% of these medicines. I took only one tablet which helped me in walking.

With time and aging these both troubles increased. Two months back I reached a stage where even walking for ten steps also started creating breathlessness. Eating food or watching a exciting scene on televison also caused pain in heart. And then one night I had severe stomach pain and was hospitalized. I was in ICU due to weak heart and stomach pain. Final solution suggested was two operations for both heart and gall bladder. But before that they had also diagnoised INFECTION  in the stomach due to gall bladder stones. So the operations were delayed and treatment for infection started . Antibiotic tablets for six days were prescribe.

After the cure of infection gall bladder doctor refused to do the operation with out the help of heart specialist doctor due to weak heart. So heart doctors took over and after checking refused the operation due to age and weak heart. 

Again next week I had severe pain in stomach. I was again sent to ICU. Again it was infection in stomach. My food intake in last two weeks was negligible. After four weeks of these trouble I was declared ready for operation of gall bladder and new doctors were called for who could take the risk of operation.

Meanwhile in this period my one daughter came from Delhi for a visit and to help for my risky operation. On landing at Pune she became sick and was diagonised for VIRUS infection. She developed high fever and severe body pains. And unfortunately I got this VIRUS  also due to my weak body. This fever and severe body pains were also added to my body.

Every one lost hope due to no intake of food,weakness, high fever, body pains, weak heart.  ALL MY MEDITATIVE AWARENESS WAS FIGHTING THESE PAINS AND TROUBLES . I then felt sad that  MY AWARENESS WAS LOOSING THE BATTLE. I WAS NOT AFRAID OF DEATH BUT I WANTED AWARENESS TO GO WITH ME TO NEXT BIRTH SO THAT I CONTINUE MY EXISTENCE OF LOTUS SUTRA.

And then I became very ANGRY. I was angry with Guatam Buddha and His Lotus sutra. Lotus sutra had told me that my AWARENESS was invincible. Did Guatam Buddha and LOTUS SUTRA mislead me? In this condition I lost hope and went to sleep with a thought that these are my last moments of awareness before death of this physical body. 

AND THEN I HAD A WAKING DREAM IN THIS CONDITION...............................................................

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Next few days of recovery were very fast. I stopped all medicines. I refused any further tests for operations. The head of the hospital was my relative and hence I could rule out all the doctor's instructions. Of course the doctors made me sign the papers that I am opting out of treatment at  my own risk.

My fever body pains were gone. I started walking. First hundred steps without breathlessness were an extremely pleasant shock. With in four five days my condition went better to level of two years. I started walking for one hour everyday without heart pain and breathlessness, I started taking all sorts of food without stomach pain, I now attend parties , take all sorts of food, drive and walk. I go for house purchases. I do seem to have grown younger.

My son and wife were astonished and very happy for me as because they were afraid of risky operations. 

Last week my son asked me the reason of this recovery and he said " Was it possible because of  meditations that i practice"

And then I dared to tell my family the details of the DREAM. They heard me, and did not make any comment and left with their minds perplexed.

And then two days back I asked my son about this dream of mine and asked him what he thinks about this dream.

He replied that I cannot neglect the dream but still I want to wait a few more days to give my firm opinion.

I shall now describe my dream as I saw it..............

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DREAM......

There is a big hall. Buddha is seated on a dias above us all. There are many of us. Also there is a commander in chief who is standing before Buddha. There are many wise men standing below Buddha.

Buddha thundered that there is a serious complain from Riju against ME and Lotus sutra. The complain is genuine.

Commander -in -chief..........We had provided Riju with 5th level bhoddhisattva protection against enemies 

Buddha.....................Riju is a 1st. level bhoddhisatva.

On hearing this from Buddha commander-in -chief fell down on the floor and became unconscious.

Riju was perplexed and went to a wise man and asked for the reason of all this drama.

Wise man..............1st. level bhoddisattva comes after billions of years. Because he has vowed to become an Adi Buddha who trains Himself for billions of years to START A NEW ERA. He is attacked during training by vicious Gods and Satans. In this way these Gods and Satans want to link their karmas with this person. This process ensures the Gods and Satans to  get free from death and sufferings and birth in that era. So Riju should have been provided with 1st. level protection.There has been a very serious blunder on the part of Commander -in -chief. The commander fell unconscious because of intense remorse. 

                                                                     END OF THE DREAM.

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I am in between two extreme stages and yet every instant of my life is automatically balanced.

On one side I am going to create a COSMOS whose life is going to be billions and billions of years , and this cosmos is going to be better than the COSMOS created by Universal Wisdom Excellence (chapter -7 , The parable of Phantom city) . This will have flying humans and freedom from death, misery and sufferings.

On the other side at present I am an old 80 years human with all its strengths and weakness , managing a huge family , getting their respect because of SANITY as they understand.

BALANCING process is simple abd is due to OPEN body. No other normal person has OPEN body.

 

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It seems that my near death dream was not a dream but a real incident.

All subsequent incidents of my life support this above statement.

It seems all the Gods in heavens are working overtime to fulfill my wishes (even small wishes) to compensate for the mistake that heavens made earlier.

I have now started wishing good things for others. Let the Gods remain busy.

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My strong wish will be to remain protected.

And that protection has been fully provided in every way. So no such wish remains.

And hence I have started seeking fulfilling wishes of others with whom I am in contact. This is done to keep Gods happy also. Gods feel happy to serve and help me in every   way.

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I searched my self for any wishes hidden or otherwise left in me.

 I found that I have only one strong wish and that is....

Being a part of ONE , I should be doing what I am supposed to do. And that i am doing effortlessly.

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On 5/17/2016 at 10:33 AM, riju said:

I searched my self for any wishes hidden or otherwise left in me.

 I found that I have only one strong wish and that is....

Being a part of ONE , I should be doing what I am supposed to do. And that i am doing effortlessly.

Jeff and Wstein,

Replies to you both are given in explanation of my DREAM when I was dying.

I was afraid that the the attacks on me were so severe that I was losing my awareness due to immense pains that I was going thro.

And I got angry with the Lotus sutra and Buddha which promised full protection of  my AWARENESS.

Awareness was my strong contact with ONE. If I lost awareness I would lose myself.

An error had happened in the upper worlds. And not only my health and life improved but my awareness was also established..

Have I missed something earlier.

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