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FaXin

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  1. Greetings all, just sharing some thoughts. For the last few years, I've worked with various deities... too many to list. Each day seemed like a new deity would pop into my mind, and I would merge or connect with them. It seemed I would be "pulled" to them, like feeling a desire towards that particular deity or tradition. It also felt like each deity was helping me clear a different part of "myself". The last few weeks I've noticed a new trend. Lately I've been feeling pulled to various topics, hobbies, music, movies... this is no different than it's always been in my life. But I'm beginning to notice each thing I'm "pulled to" helps me clear new stuff. Some examples... I've been very interested in the American Revolutionary War, and took a trip to explore some historical sites. It felt like I was clearing a part of myself with the trip. Felt lots of flows and emotions. I also feel it happening with certain experiences in my life, like going to college or moving into a new place. Even small things such as interactions with others, can sometimes provide a bigger energy than merging with a deity. I've seen a few "new age" teachers say that it's good to follow your passion, what you enjoy in life. Maybe this is why? The tantric path is all about using your everyday life to clear yourself of issues and fears. Noticing the energy underneath things like fears, passions or experiences, and using that energy to propel you forward. I think for a while, and still now, I use connecting with deities as an escape or at least a relief from everyday events that are challenging. Maybe I do that, until I am ready to truly be in the moment and reside. Just some musings as we go. Enjoy your weekend
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    Sound and Noise

    Thank you for sharing @rideforever. I’m not too sure about buddha himself, but I thought the video captured a beautiful experience of practice and how our mind can cause conflict. I found the “sound vs noise” idea a great way to explain how the mind likes to jump in.
  3. John 19:10 Then saith Pilate unto him, Speakest thou not unto me? knowest thou not that I have power to crucify thee, and have power to release thee? John 19:11 Jesus answered, Thou couldest have no power at all against me, except it were given thee from above: therefore he that delivered me unto thee hath the greater sin. — This is such a powerful line. No need to explain this one...
  4. John 14:12 Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father. Love this verse, to me, it tells us that the Truth continues to unfold, to greater and higher potentials than previously known. And that we are all capable of experiencing such things.
  5. Nice. It’s easier said than done! Lol. But starting to notice what we (subconsciously) run from is important, and sometimes when we “face our fears”, we see that it’s more the fear itself that does the damage. Sometimes I notice, during the day, I’m moving more quickly, thoughtlessly, almost on autopilot. I will slow down and tune into what’s making me “run”. Could be some anxiety about work, or a conversation I had earlier in the day. Could be some anger directed at me the day before. Once I slow down and feel it, process it, I no longer am on autopilot, I’m no longer unconsciously running. I don’t need to deconstruct the other persons actions, or dissect it in any way. Simply noticing my own reaction is enough. Noticing how I’m trying to escape it, and choosing to let it “catch up with me”. Sitting with it. Seeing it’s not as bad as I think it is.
  6. I would say try the opposite of shielding - sit with what you want to escape from, let it pass through you. Most likely their anger is hitting stuff inside of you, which causes the overwhelming and uncomfortable feelings. Just my experience at least. It can be a blessing in disguise, because it shows us things in ourselves that we have to deal with.
  7. Yes, I have found it again. But it still comes and goes That’s the nature of things I guess, the tide, ebb and flow, expanding and contracting, coming and going.
  8. Sounds like you have some great practices going. They say bliss comes from grace, not by anything we do. Accepting the mundane can be difficult. I had an opening a few years back which left me seeking for that feeling again, for quite some time. The seeking can be beneficial - it draws us to explore ourselves deeper.
  9. John 9:39 And Jesus said, For judgment I am come into this world, that they which see not might see; and that they which see might be made blind. John 9:40 And some of the Pharisees which were with him heard these words, and said unto him, Are we blind also? John 9:41 Jesus said unto them, If ye were blind, ye should have no sin: but now ye say, We see; therefore your sin remaineth. ——— This is very interesting verse here. Just by the Pharisees asking if they are blind, they don’t have faith enough to discern whether they are. There is still doubt, confusion and separation within them. Unlike the blind man whom he healed, John 9:3 Jesus answered, Neither hath this man sinned, nor his parents: but that the works of God should be made manifest in him. His soul was ready to receive the blessings.
  10. Good stuff, all very interesting. The scandal line is quite peculiar, but tends to happen with modern day groups too, no? I do agree that direct transmission is the key. The way I was taught was an energetic representation of blood and body. By “sharing the presence”, we come into the Light. John 6:563: “He that eateth my flesh, and drinketh my blood, dwelleth in me, and I in him.” There is no boundaries between... People who come into the Light and get this transmission can also “baptize” others, or pass the transmission along, such as the Apostles baptizing and healing people.
  11. John 11:1-10 1. Now a man named Lazarus was sick. He was from Bethany, the village of Mary and her sister Martha. 2. (This Mary, whose brother Lazarus now lay sick, was the same one who poured perfume on the Lord and wiped his feet with her hair.) 3. So the sisters sent word to Jesus, “Lord, the one you love is sick.” 4. When he heard this, Jesus said, “This sickness will not end in death. No, it is for God’s glory so that God’s Son may be glorified through it.” 5 Now Jesus loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus. 6. So when he heard that Lazarus was sick, he stayed where he was two more days, 7. and then he said to his disciples, “Let us go back to Judea.” 8. “But Rabbi,” they said, “a short while ago the Jews there tried to stone you, and yet you are going back?” 9. Jesus answered, “Are there not twelve hours of daylight? Anyone who walks in the daytime will not stumble, for they see by this world’s light. 10. It is when a person walks at night that they stumble, for they have no light.” I do like this one. If a man is guided by the light, he will be safe.
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