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  1. Hey Tim. I am happy to hear you’re feeling well! Thanks for sharing that with us. Please keep us posted with how things are going. Jon
  2. Also, glad you still make time for family and you’re still able to work with the pandemic. It sure is strange times we are in. Be safe and well
  3. Sure thing. In my opinion, THC can be therapeutic in some ways, but can also be a hinderance. Energetically it will burn up kidney qi, and a person can get stuck in a transmission from it (basically get lost in their own head.) The energetic changes from something like kratom can be even stronger... The thing to remember about substances is the substance is eliciting an effect from our own physiological system. So while the THC gets you high, it’s your body that is doing all the work. Think about drinking caffeine... it’s not the caffeine that gives you the energy, the caffeine makes
  4. I’m glad you’re feeling a bit better. Sometimes talking it out and releasing it in that way can be a big help! One thing I noticed in your post is that you mentioned you’re using Kratom. No judgement here, I’ve done my fair share of experimenting with substances too. But using things like that will unbalance our energy and open us up to unwelcome things and side effects. Kratom is a very potent drug. I believe you that the things you are experiencing are real for you. Perhaps instead of looking toward a spiritual answer, you can take a hard look at your mundane life. How
  5. Hi Fuxi, thanks for the post. Sounds like you have a lot of energy flowing around over there! You seem to be sensitive and perceiving the energies around you. It also seems like (just from reading your post) you are working on clearing out some issues from your past. Congrats to you on that! Sometimes when we make big changes, nasty stuff can come out, as you’re noticing. I would encourage you to stick to your practices through the challenging time. Sounds like a period of growth for you! Ill let Jeff address the other stuff for you, but it sounds like the f
  6. Hi Fuxi, and welcome. Nice to have another internal martial arts practitioner here. I study Xinyiliuhequan, and have some experience with shengong too. What styles do you practice? feel free to ask your questions in this thread or create a new thread. Enjoy your time here. FX
  7. Greetings all, just sharing some thoughts. For the last few years, I've worked with various deities... too many to list. Each day seemed like a new deity would pop into my mind, and I would merge or connect with them. It seemed I would be "pulled" to them, like feeling a desire towards that particular deity or tradition. It also felt like each deity was helping me clear a different part of "myself". The last few weeks I've noticed a new trend. Lately I've been feeling pulled to various topics, hobbies, music, movies... this is no different than it's always been in m
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    Sound and Noise

    Thank you for sharing @rideforever. I’m not too sure about buddha himself, but I thought the video captured a beautiful experience of practice and how our mind can cause conflict. I found the “sound vs noise” idea a great way to explain how the mind likes to jump in.
  9. John 19:10 Then saith Pilate unto him, Speakest thou not unto me? knowest thou not that I have power to crucify thee, and have power to release thee? John 19:11 Jesus answered, Thou couldest have no power at all against me, except it were given thee from above: therefore he that delivered me unto thee hath the greater sin. — This is such a powerful line. No need to explain this one...
  10. John 14:12 Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father. Love this verse, to me, it tells us that the Truth continues to unfold, to greater and higher potentials than previously known. And that we are all capable of experiencing such things.
  11. Nice. It’s easier said than done! Lol. But starting to notice what we (subconsciously) run from is important, and sometimes when we “face our fears”, we see that it’s more the fear itself that does the damage. Sometimes I notice, during the day, I’m moving more quickly, thoughtlessly, almost on autopilot. I will slow down and tune into what’s making me “run”. Could be some anxiety about work, or a conversation I had earlier in the day. Could be some anger directed at me the day before. Once I slow down and feel it, process it, I no longer am on autopilot, I’m no longer unconsciously
  12. I would say try the opposite of shielding - sit with what you want to escape from, let it pass through you. Most likely their anger is hitting stuff inside of you, which causes the overwhelming and uncomfortable feelings. Just my experience at least. It can be a blessing in disguise, because it shows us things in ourselves that we have to deal with.
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