Carson's interpretation: Your leaders are in general confused and listening to them is probably a shat idea. Instead, listen to your own heart... come to know everything about yourself, including the you that is beyond any definition and you will come to understand that you and Christ (and all) are ultimately no different from one another. If you don't come to know yourself you will continue to live from a state of perpetual neediness. Wow you said it perfectly for me! Thanks! To start us off... These are the secret sayings which the living Jesus spoke and which Didymos Judas Thomas wrote down. 1) And He said, "Whoever finds the interpretation of these sayings will not experience death." 2) Jesus said, "Let him who seeks continue seeking until he finds. When he finds, he will become troubled. When he becomes troubled, he will be astonished, and he will rule over the All." Anyone have any thoughts on the meaning if the first two verses...?