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  2. Hey Tim. I am happy to hear you’re feeling well! Thanks for sharing that with us. Please keep us posted with how things are going. Jon
  3. I just woke up, haven't felt more balanced like this in a long time. Thanks alot. It's still night time here; the stars shining bright, a crisp cool air, winter is approaching. Beautiful. Going to let things sink in a little, and enjoy my day. Thanks, Tim.
  4. Dear Jeff, Thank you very much for sharing, and explaining the process. It's pretty fascinating. I remember last time, I had to cry, then laugh with my own 'sillyness' . Thank you for the offer. I'm going to clean my act up in the following days, practise with my Sifu, and I'll see what comes out. I'll let you know. Thanks again,
  5. Dear FaXin, Yes, I realize the effects come from my own energy body. One of my sihengs from my first chikung school, from South America, who is pretty high level and does shamanic travels and the like, told me the spirit of any powerful psycho-active takes a bit of your willpower as exchange for the experience and insights. With kratom there are 2 groups it seems; some people just can't let it go, and have cravings up to months, demonize it like mad on the internet, while others just walk away from it with minimal side effects. I personally find it to give j
  6. Fuxi, Thank you for sharing so much of your journey. And no worries about the other forum, it had been time for me to leave for a while. The issues you have described were about more greatly opening your heart. At that level one begins to notice that there are two polarities to the movement of all energy. While I tend to call them transmission and reception, they are more commonly called male and female energies as one moves closer to the pole. With great clarity the energy flows freely on the spectrum. Since “issues & fears” are really just trapped ene
  7. Also, glad you still make time for family and you’re still able to work with the pandemic. It sure is strange times we are in. Be safe and well
  8. Sure thing. In my opinion, THC can be therapeutic in some ways, but can also be a hinderance. Energetically it will burn up kidney qi, and a person can get stuck in a transmission from it (basically get lost in their own head.) The energetic changes from something like kratom can be even stronger... The thing to remember about substances is the substance is eliciting an effect from our own physiological system. So while the THC gets you high, it’s your body that is doing all the work. Think about drinking caffeine... it’s not the caffeine that gives you the energy, the caffeine makes
  9. Thanks. Yes it feels good to let it out, I have no friends who practise anything spiritually related, it's good to get it off my chest Thanks for your advice. I use cannabis sometimes, quit often this year, after work. Last year I barely touched it. Kratom however, it's cheap and legal, a bag lasts me a month. I been using it practically half a year now every day. Last year I quit often, with intervals of using nothing for months. I was hesitant about sharing about the substances, as people soon stop taking things serieus after reading that. Practically all my exper
  10. I’m glad you’re feeling a bit better. Sometimes talking it out and releasing it in that way can be a big help! One thing I noticed in your post is that you mentioned you’re using Kratom. No judgement here, I’ve done my fair share of experimenting with substances too. But using things like that will unbalance our energy and open us up to unwelcome things and side effects. Kratom is a very potent drug. I believe you that the things you are experiencing are real for you. Perhaps instead of looking toward a spiritual answer, you can take a hard look at your mundane life. How
  11. I also wanted to say; to Jeff, you are a very high level master. Your energy was also very pure and beautiful when I experieced it. I'm sorry for the drama I made on that other forum. I believe I was the first that started a topic on you, which led eventually to the whole drama that got you banned. I'm sorry. I was actually going to go to Ecuador this januari, to visit Steve. Sold most of my belongings, then on the last minute I changed my mind, and left for Malaysia instead. One week in Malaysia (I didn't even visit the temple this time), booked a flight to Amsterdam, got hig
  12. Anyways, my apologies for getting carried away again. I don't think they changed anything, it's just my complete confusion about this all. My mind once got scattered so hard, sitting at my desk; I appeared in a sub-terraen like world, beautifull, with little waterfalls and everything, and I stood there with my tiger, fully intact. There were 4 or 5 lizard men dressed in yellow and red hovering around me, and putting a type of head band around my head, with a stone at the forehead. I experienced this aswell as very real. Maybe I just scattered my mind so bad at some poin
  13. Something I would like to share aswell; I asked one of the other disciples of the temple to contact the master of the temple what is going on; and his response was "if you mix different religions, you will loose your mind" . So on the one hand ; my personal choice and path - riding the tiger (wich is impossible to seperate from regardless) ; and then this cobra road (?) With 2 feet in 2 different boats sort to speak. I should explain that I experienced the tiger in full blown apparition next to me, when first meeting the master from that temple, 10 years ago. Very
  14. It could be. Whatever this entity is, she's trying hard to get me to be someway. Last year at Christmas eve, after waking up, I had a flash in my mind of the cobra at the heart; and my Sifu (deity) ; upped my spirit in my body. One of the rare times I felt complete, rooted and myself.
  15. About the 'female energy form' with me; The strange thing about all this; this form is a real energy, that has a mind of it's own. I understand the part that it could be a part of my own, but how can I explain this experience: There is an exercise called 'shooting arrows', in chi kung. You put your hand in the 'one finger zen' form, and the movements resemble shooting a bow. Practising this one time, there is this energy form next to me; and I had the intent of using the exercise to keep her at bay. She literally stinged me in the neck as response. That was
  16. Dear FaXin and Jeff, Thank you very much for your replies. I'm thinking about this, and can indeed make links to the past up to leading to all of this. I have been projecting my fears and blockages on basically everybody. I'm afraid of loosing a part of myself, or something I don't want to let go. Taking things to an extreme as response. I'm going to eat now, and think about all of this a little, and I'll respond later. Writing things down, and talking about my experiences, gives me a good insight (without trying to intellectualize to m
  17. I am here if you want to discuss anything in particular. Best, Jeff
  18. Hi Fuxi, thanks for the post. Sounds like you have a lot of energy flowing around over there! You seem to be sensitive and perceiving the energies around you. It also seems like (just from reading your post) you are working on clearing out some issues from your past. Congrats to you on that! Sometimes when we make big changes, nasty stuff can come out, as you’re noticing. I would encourage you to stick to your practices through the challenging time. Sounds like a period of growth for you! Ill let Jeff address the other stuff for you, but it sounds like the f
  19. Also, as a side note, I'm not smoking weed anymore, at least not for a while. And this female ghost around me, it feels like she ate half my etherical body by now, the right side.
  20. Dear FaXin, Thank you for the welcome. I practised Shaolin for about 10 years; and basically the 3 main daoist martial art styles; baguazhang, xingyiquan and taijiquan. Since 2 years I practise Shen Gong with a tutelary deity; wich I was assigned in a daoist temple in Malaysia. The temple is typical South-East Asian daoism; were Buddhist deities are also worshipped and acknowledged. About my questions; I have had experiences the last weeks, ranging from demonic possession and being 'fired' up by even just looking at an inverted pentagram. Strangely enough,
  21. Hi Fuxi, and welcome. Nice to have another internal martial arts practitioner here. I study Xinyiliuhequan, and have some experience with shengong too. What styles do you practice? feel free to ask your questions in this thread or create a new thread. Enjoy your time here. FX
  22. Hello everybody, My name is Fuxi. I signed up, as I have some questions regarding some topics. I myself have some experience in chikung and shengong, and some chinese martial arts. Best regards,
  23. Trish


    There's something very intense about hearing a sutra chanting in English. This is a very meaty talk, thanks for posting!
  24. Yes, God/universe is bigger and works in mysterious ways beyond the limited understanding of the local mind. However, I am of the view that worldly agonies are the results of the mind, and can ease away eventually in time for those on the path of Buddhas/Bodhisatvas. There cold be some physical agonies as long as there is birth and a physical body. I was making the point that one does not just wait despondently for a Buddha or God to remove all their problems. Like the saying, ‘God helps those who help themselves’, I believe when we do our part, the universe helps us in its own mysterious wa
  25. I love the saying "God works in mysterious ways." I don't know it's origins but i've heard it a hundred times in my life. Before realized it is impossible for beings to say what is "good" (or takes us to realization and helps others to their realization) and what is the ego or our selfish motives. You hear people proclaim this and that to be the way to go and with further investigation see them pointing at the ego. (Take positive psychology for instance.) And then you hear people ask where God is when you see children crying their hunger. God works in mysterious ways, the ulitm
  26. S1va


    There is some interest for me in the recent times with Mahayana sutras and Buddhist tantra. Though their framework seems to be unique, they seem to have similarities with some Hindu tantra traditions, like deity yoga etc. Wanted to share this video I found interesting. Some of these tantras talk about male, female polarities, emptiness, deities, formless beings and different stages of the path in some detail. I will share couple of other videos I found interesting later.
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